I started down a road that I cannot turn from. It’s like traveling down a landslide that leads the way to a dark path. I don’t feel like myself, I don’t feel hope, and lastly I don’t feel resurrected. They say if I follow in the Holy ones footsteps, I would be saved. I try so hard to venture through the detours but something is holding me to this road. It’s as if my feet are drowning in quicksand as my body scrambles to recover them. I feel that death is the only freedom, the only way off this dark road.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.