Hello, Maskman here
I haven’t been making very many video because I’ve been on such an emotional Rollercoaster since the beginning of August. I have made some decisions that I regret and a close friend have damaged my trust. All and all I feel very suicidal at times. Sometime I’m more bipolar than anything because I crave happiness so bad that I imitate it when deep inside I’m broke. My thick skin is a Web of lies that I put in place of true courage and nowadays my actions has the perception of selfishness.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.