It’s been so long since we’ve spoken that I forget sometimes that you exist. I know that’s hurtful but loneliness has taken residence in my life. I remember every night I would pour out my trouble to you, and you would comfort my heart. This year I’ve found love, joy, happiness, abundance of peace, but they’re wrapped in these webs of lies. Oh Sasha, how can I be as pure as you? I remember the constraints you had on your thoughts, how you control the whispers that reaches an ear. I want you to know that I’m holding onto life as much as I can and putting the effort in prevention. I know that I’ve gone too far this time, too far down the dark roads.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.