I think I told you before how much I feel so lost. I feel broken and destroyed because I love so hard. I want to sleep forever 6 feet underground. I want the earth to consume my body as my bones rot away from the elements. Dreaming of death makes makes me smile with joy because the pain in my heart is finally relieved.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.