I’ve been trying to make time for you but it’s been hard. I have to precisely schedule task in order to be efficient with my time. I had some awakening moment this week which kinda caught me off balance. I’ve noticed that I design my weaknesses according to a specific situation. You taught me to conceal weaknesses because others will exploit to their advantage. It’s like getting caught with an empty gun, opportunity for others to take a shot. Instead of concealing I design a weakness, like a decoy, and then mulnipulate to my advantage hiding my true agenda. It has helped me in some instances I’ll admit, but it’s unethical.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.