No matter how much I try to convince myself, I’m still out in the weeds because on my decision. I can’t believe how easily it was to fall into the same trap that has been set numerous times. I actually believed that things would improve!! What a joke. You were right, I should trust in myself before putting trust in someone else. Time and time again you’ve tried explaining to me why I should rely on blood. I’m sorry, I’m just not good at listening I guess.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.