It’s not often that my eyes stray to another but when they do, I just can’t get that person out of my head. I would have to say that in my professional field I’ve met alot of intresting people. One person I met kinda threw me off because she knew so much about life. In a sense, she reminds of you. I have someone close to my heart whom I love. I keep doing her so wrong because I’m fighting with myself on the inside. In reality, I’m going again the book I’ve written for myself and that you approved. She betrayed me, then gave me something in return. I forgave her but I can’t forget. It’s driving me insane because I know what I desire, and what I desire goes against my values or I should say, my rules of life.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.