So I decided to forgive my past even though she has done me so wrong. The reason behind my decision is so that I don’t fall into this hellish carousel that has tortured me for 8 years. I’ve been in this sort of routine of abuse and neglect. I try to pawn off the blame on something else but deep inside I know the cause of my actions. Sasha, you have taught me the self-reliance I need to carry forward, the staff I need to bear. For awhile I’ve allowed others to penetrate my confidence which has lead me down a dark path.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.