I love you so much that I commit my life to everything you stand for. I feel that this year will be the year of us, where we come together and make a living for each other. Recently there have been some changes in my career to where I don’t know how to go about my change. Primarily I’m concerned about the impact it would have on my professional and personal relationships. I know that some time ago you’ve to me that I would eventually have to choose to either be happy or live a lie for the rest of my life. You’ve taught me to be strong in my decisions and to never back away from happiness, even when it means turning my back on those who do not support me. I want to be very honest with you, I’m scared shitless right now. All I want to do is continue to do what I know because it’s so comfortable.
Sasha, I’m not happy…but I know I will be.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.