I really don’t know what in God’s name is wrong with me. I’m like a rollercoaster with a destination to inevitable destruction. I’m either going to hurt myself or someone else. I need you! I need you right now to show me which path to take because right now this forked path is confusing. I want to change for us but I don’t want to damage the relationships I have right now. I know, I know, it’s supposed to be just us.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.