Lately I’ve failed all my commitments due to thinking about the road behind. I know you’ve told me before to always think about the road ahead and learn for the past. I just can’t wrap my head around what I’ve become. Sasha, I’m a coward. As much as I hate to admit it but it’s the truth. I want to die to wipe my sorrows away. I know you’ve said before that this is the year for complete change. I don’t see it Sasha. I only see my road of depression and disaster.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.