The spirit of death that’s been harboring for days has finally dissipated. I don’t know if there’s a coincidence that correlates to my feeling, I’m just thankful that it’s in the past. Nowadays I’m seeking a new adventure that we make me fruitful with happiness. For awhile I’ve been chasing a ghost that resembled something I desired for myself but with the influence of what’s socially acceptable. I have left my independent mind to become a sheep like the other and abandoned my creativity. Sasha, you’ve warned me about this years ago, I didn’t listen as always. I’ve wasted so much time testing different road rather than taking the obvious on. My mind drives to learn independently and I’ve given it away. I gave me in love with my job rather than being in love with my art, my love, and my soul. I think for once I know what I want.
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For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.