Take I’ve learned another soul was taking by their own hand. I’ve been thinking about this for weeks but never had the courage to pursue it myself. I guess I feel I still that I have a responsibility to fulfill in life. Whenever it’s time to go I’ll let you decide when. Why don’t I have courage Sasha? I seem to emulate the personality of other rather than have one of my own. I comply with the decisions of others, I’m too giving, I never stand my ground when I want some time alone, all I am is a robot moving through life. When I sleep, I dream of being released from this pressure so that I can be free to be my true self. I have goals, projects to complete, but time is always given to someone else.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.