Today is the day I want to go. I’ve been thinking about it for weeks and weeks but right now I feel that’s it’s time. I’ve tried playing a little Russian roulette, delay my decision but all I’ve done was ruin lives every step of the way. I may just go for a drive for a few before actually writing my letter to my friends and family. I still have everything set up so all I need to is just act upon it. What do you think? I know you’ve taught me to be really strong especially when the worst happens. I wish you could write me back like you use to. I think the only think that can save me right now is hearing your voice.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.