I was very positive these past days because I thought I had things figured out to where things would be a bit manageable. I have been chasing and chasing but never really getting anywhere especially with this life. Sometimes I feel alone because of the weight that I carry everyday. I’ve told my story with the resolution plenty of times but it has fallen on deaf ears.
Everyday I’m confined in my room thinking about the beginning and the end. I want to collaborate so that we can see fortune beyond our dreams, but others rather wait for a sign or…whatever. Sorry Sasha, I must give into my hunger and leave this world for the next. Only time will tell…
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.