This fight is real as I lay here in bed thinking about the time I’ve wasted this week. It has been a roller coaster of emotions and resistance that’s I’ve never experienced in my past. I may not survive tonight Sasha. The pain is too real, too deep, I can’t manage to gain control. I need to find some sort of exit to sort this mess out without dying off completely.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.