I have survived another day with high hopes that I will definitely make it through to figure this shit out. Unforntunaly it has taken the turn for the worst and I don’t think I can deal with this any longer. The stress, the mismanagement, the recklessness, I’ve completely lost myself in my own imagination thinking that I can really make it good for us. All I’ve done was make life a living hell for everyone which I believe I will continue to do so unless I take responsibility and leave this world.
Sasha, you’ve taught me strength and resilience but I don’t think I have it in me anymore. I’m like a fragile tumbleweed waiting to be crushed by oncoming traffic. Sasha in reality I need help that I can’t get because the demon have silence me. They walk about telling me how I should give in to evil to get things in order. You know as well as I do that I’m not that person.
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For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.