Home is where the heart is as they put it, but I’m afraid of what I’ve done to it. Sometimes I dream of being the hero only to be casted as the villain. I was listening to the Christian radio today as they discussed about how our word is so focused on death, it driving people to commit suicide and feel hopeless. They also correlated FPS video games to how our society devalues life. Is that’s true Sasha? Sometime I feel I need to go to see if heaven and hell is real. I won’t be alive to tell the world but at least I’ll have the knowledge.
God have saved me more times than I have admitted to. Sometime I don’t know how he plants knowledge or maneuver a situation to delay impeding consequences. I’m still afraid to go home only to find us in darkness. I do trust God but I don’t trust my track record. I think at some point I did something so horrible that God has barred my prayers from heavens gates.
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For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.