Today is the day I burn in hell for all my sins. I’ve contemplated for quite sometimes and I think as of now I’m in a good place to go. There are alot of things I want to do first but right now I’m completely out of time. I know that Alinna wants me to stop playing Russian roulette only to live another day. She told me this morning that it’s not fair to waste her time by lying. I know that you don’t like her because she’s supportive of my demise.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.