The Idea of Happiness


Dear Sasha,

Thank you for your kind words. I didn’t hear them but I felt the peace of encouragement as I conflict the uncertainty of my current situation. I’m sorry I didn’t heed your warning when you told me about these complications and the potential solution to fix it. Instead, I buried myself in my beliefs that it will all resolve itself in the end. I was wrong. As you once told me, situations do not just resolve itself, there’s someone always coming up with solutions. This morning I woke up from a dream where loneliness was absent. Not only that, but I was also very wealthy. I always said that money doesn’t bring about happiness but I believe in the moment I was very much happy. The person who provided my riches was you. You helped raise the funds for me to develop a profitable business. You walked me through all the step of curing my disease, took me under your wing to soar with the eagles. I never realized how easy it is when you have every tool you need to survive. Looking back at my previous post, I think that majority of my depression is due to a load of stress placed upon me. Don’t get me wrong, I love the challenge but I don’t like the pressure.



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For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.

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