I can’t sleep without thinking about the times when I was free from the bondage of karma. I believe in karma but I don’t think I can repay back everything I’ve stolen over the years. I think she wants me around just so that she can torture for years to come. Do you know how many poisonous apples I’ve eaten over the year? enough to die almost immediately. My subconscious took over once just to keep me alive enough to make it home. Looks like I’m living in my own hell where the flames are cold as ice and the frozen lake as hot as the sun. There’s never any balance, only chaos. know you, you probably think I deserve all this. After all, I’ve been very reluctant to listen to all your warnings.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.