Just so you know I’m not designed for all this pressure. I’ve been really good with putting up with what you’ve given me so far. I pray every night so that I can have some type of breathing room from all the stress that’s caving in. Who am I to blame? It’s all my fault.
I hate the accusations. Sometimes I wonder if I’m the crazy one. Who would think such a think about their own family? Don’t we all go through difficult times? Just to set the record straight I have zero pride. I know that I can not do it all even if things were under control. I just try because I don’t want others to worry. Sasha, I strive for happiness. I want everyone to be happy but all I seem to do is bring about sadness.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.