It’s me again. I know you haven’t heard from me in quite awhile. I’ve been struggling through my dark phase trying to cope with all that has happened this year. My biggest regret is dropping out of medical school to chase a life of pleasure. All I did was partied and stayed high 24/7. My parents hate me because they’ve spent years saving up for my tuition only to have me drop out and use some of the money to feed my addition. I’m no longer living under the sun in Arizona, I’ve embraced the cold skies here in New York. The problem is that I want to change but I can’t. I just don’t have the strength to fight my addiction. I’m writing you this because I know you would understand the pain I’m going through.
For years I have maintained communication with my love, my teacher, my desire, my passion. Sasha has been an inspiration for me, I hope she can be one for you too.